Am I an experiment for & to all!

 

At that time 2002, I was walking down the street in Ramadan supposed to be a holly month, reaching back side of Jabber complex & a sudden a parking car put reverse with a full speed approaching to me! I did not get the chance to escape! I jumped & hands & head hit the rare glass. Almost 5 meters in the air & came on feet. Thanks to God. My hip was hit & my left feet was num. It was a man & a Muslim with scarf lady setting in front. Some people started to clap hands for the way I Jumped! They were in the fitness center above me watching what happened! The man came from the car & some other people came to stop him from reaching to me. How can I forget that incident? I was in pain. In the early year of 2004, another incident happened! I was walking in an empty long street late at night coming from work, hearing a car entering the street with good speed, changing the gear in full speed till it reaches to its fullest speed! Then suddenly the sound of the car vanished gone as if there was no car behind me! I look behind & it was approaching to me so fast & I did jump a side of the road, looking at the car in front & the car switched the rare lights & going left & right for me not to take its number! I can say they were hunting me. Who is crazy? Isn't this a terror activity? All are witnesses! When I remember, people starts to Bla Bla Bla & saying with complain (That’s why we are dead!) even while I'm writing as if they are not giving me a chance to write! All God's! I did not complain about those incidents to any authority due to prove is not there. I have memories to till about. My Uncle Nassri AL Shami from (Holland) was killed while he was walking & crossing in the street in Lebanon by a car accident. Untill now they did not find the killer!

 

This umbrella created much of corruptions. Damn you all. Look what you all did. Souls in DANGER. What type of a business is this? What a history. There is a satanic network & still active with a secrete weapon above heads. They made me to be involved with their shit other than NASA Package & TV playing around with. Enforcing me to their shit! I got nothing to do with any of them or their activities. All are guilty. Welcome to Jordan of what? I speak God, Peace & the good well in life. This what I gained! Who has the biggest why question? For what all of this still going on? Still they creating me problems between Muslims & Christians! Fuck you Jordan of self cheaters & lot of insane viruses. Kingdom of shame to remain. For ever. Other than that they still wanting to use me! For what now? & they are still active over me! They made me to stay home indoor for their entertainments making me to loose hope even in GOD. Focusing on one person! Shame on all. Who is guilty? Attacking my middle ear! My scale & compass! A slave to a fucking shit group of (mad, crazy, manic, madman, crazed, insane, demented, lunatic, maniac). Terrorists they are & playing with a human destiny! What Arab politics in life? What is their excuse to do so? Fakers, Apes & Satanic zigzagging even on God. All of them Guilty. We are in Ramadan Friday, June 24, 2016 I have a back broken bones & yet to be vibrated by electric shock & micro oven rays! What a killing machine acting God! That’s why I'm weak & getting old fast. Killing me slowly! Why? For fun! What is the excuse in doing so? History remains. Yes Satan still wanting to kill God in us all! I been trapped so many times & they made me to loose so much. Where is the trust? Enough means enough. Intruders & viruses attacking a human soul! Who is in Danger? Yes mankind!


Yes United Nations! What do you think? What law! What Peace! What God! What human rights! Where Am I living? In a planet called DANGER EARTH!


Here when God loves someone means what? No matter what all over to try to trap & later they yet to be a shamed! Why? Because this someone is me loving God! Simple!

 

Due to artificial brain connections & conscience brains connected means they have to pay more attention to God & Peace! I'm not the subject any more. But they remain as I did mention as how they got used to. This is the big subject! What God say's at this time? Ask your selves people! Apes & Satanic still active for what once it is a formula from God? God's law of creation. Why me a human to go trough so much wastage & pain? This also proves that God has meaning to show the world wide about this fact & Logic! Did I force my self into this! Did I gain anything from it? Leave me alone brains & Satellites. Let go. This is not a movie & God is not a movie. The question is: Who did this to me? To me it is a miracle that I'm alive. Gone through so much danger & waste! There are movies explains the same! All have to have a self respect! National security! That’s why I stay home alone. Why is that? Because fingers not the same! I stay far from troubles & waste! I try! Who wants to break God's law of creation & life constitution? Thos who does that exterminating everything. This umbrella of shit brains taking us to no where to go nor to hide! Wasting us all! Virus's creators. Once there is a brain connections means everything as if not to live! Who is doing this fear virus? Sky nets are the virus. This is the limit for mankind brains to analyze. Can any go further? God remains the greatest! Over! Done! Peace mission is accomplished! Ta ta! Activating above what ever it is for what? God bless those who understand. I'm a human & my brain can't take more than what God created about a human! God & own creation is perfect. But a human! Nothing in compare. God is God not brains acting God's upon a human soul! Shame to remain! This is the way how God created all mankind! Stop focusing over one human & ignoring your selves & others! Fuck you all! Shame on you all! Each soul to live its own life & not someone else's! Shame on those brains! If we ask them all what do you want anything more than God & peace? Still they are acting Apes & Satanic network! For what? Maybe all wants miracles from God! But we are living in it! What type of brains I'm dealing with? Ask your selves? Adios Satan & your viruses. Tata. Shaow, Fin, End. Back to normal life people. End of show. No business with this! All of it is wastage. Stop your shit Satan from your brains & Satellites. What acting above God? Back to normal life. Lets stick with the bright side of life from now & then. Lets be good to our selves & to our God! Is that a problem? Enjoy your life's! Live & let others to live! That goes for all! Where is the problem? Stop acting reacting apes & satanic! No humans! Where is normality in life or all wants wants wants! More than God & Peace! Yes Earthen people! What do you think? It's over. God Bless those who understood! We plant the good well & others to destroy! For how long this going to remain like this? For ever! Enough means enough & back to normal life sick brains. What madness in the air or a magic or what ever! All of it is shit & total viruses. What sixth sense & with much of concentrations! This is Satan work & Satan virus creates everything in DANGER.  Let go! It's over.

 

Today: Thursday, June 23, 2016 Still those mother fuckers active over me! Just imagine total kingdom brain are connected to one brain! This means: two sides: Dark & bright sides of total brains connection! Who is good & who is bad from total brains! What I see in Jordan are totally shit brains due to their blab la & Satellites from above having fun with total brains! This means they & total brains & me under attack! But me alone is suffering more than any of them.

 

These kingdom of Jordan are totally insane. They were trapping me all the time & many civilians were so rude to make me to suffer much. Beasts they are, plus me in the center for them to keep on eating my brain & torture my soul! What Jordan now? Any answer? I hardily can concentrate on anything! Still wanting some one to rent the flat & many of them even playing with how much I supposed to rent! involved, complex, intricate, perplexed, labyrinthian, complicated, inextricable, sophisticated & knotty kingdom! Like a human under attack by all mankind in Jordan! This how I feel. Shame on all total Jordan to remain. History it is played by Satanic net work & apes! Very much less humans! Welcome to Jordan of much of God haters. This Umbrella creating lot of problems to me, to both sisters & total relatives it seems! What about friends! What about all of us! What about everything & God wise! All are guilty! Still I hear whispers that insults with bad words & God knows where from! How should I know?

 

My Updates concerning my situation.

 An email to: yousefattia@yahoo.com,

madlainbolaski@yahoo.com,

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Jerro_job@yahoo.com,

georgejerro1993@yahoo.com


To family & relatives. To understand the exact situation of mine. Email sent by my Yahoo account: nabilzegordpolaski@yahoo.com

بيلعبوا فينى الدحله! كلمه بتودينى وكلمه بتجيبنى! وفكرى يغير المجرى! أمراض نفسيه دنيئه وحقيره والبركه بتعذيب الضمير والضمائر وأكثرها غائبه! ويلعبون بواقع الإنسان! أسس مبنيه على الصلبطه والنصب والإحتيال. سياسه كر وفر ويضيعون الوقت بالهوس, بالبلبله ويضعفون الإنسان ويلومونه بكل فكره وعمل يعمله! ما معنى هذا الكلام؟  ظروفى صعبه وأبو داوود ظروفه صعبه! والكل يتذخل بشؤون غيره وفاتحنها سيره القرود والشيطان مبسوط على هذا الحال! كلمة حق وقلتها من زمان. اللى بفهم كويس والما بفهم غير كويس! أما خلط الكل بالكل ما هو إلا مضيعة وقت. أرجو الإتصال بأبو داوود وعمل الازم وشكرا. أما صيانة الشقه فأنا أتولاها لأن أجرة العماله تكلف كثير. وهناك الضمائر الكويسه والغير كويسه هذا هو الواقع وكأنها كلها تتذخل فى عقر ذهنى. خالتى سافرت ولم أبلغ بأنها سافرت إلا بعد ثلاثة أيام! وعلى العموم أخلى مسؤوليتى من عدم إرسال هدايا لأمريكا. وبالنسبة لعالم الأرواح ما هو سوى مضيعة وقت لا أكثر وأمراض نفسية تحاول التذخل بشؤون الغير ليخربوا بيوت الناس وإضعافهم لكى يسيطروا على ما ليس لهم غير الطمع والجشع واللؤم لعمل الحياه البريه وليست الحياة البشرية. ومن هذا المنطلق أرجو الإتصال بأبو داوود حتى لا أفكر ليأخذوا المعلومات من جمجمتى وعقلى وشكراً. وشرحت الكثير من هذا الكلام فهو واقع زاد الطين بله فى أكثر الدول وكأن الشيطان غالب! نسوا الله والسلام والنيه الصافيه. عالم الأرواح عالم النفاق مع العرب والغير عرب. كفايه ملامه. سلام للجميع عندكم والسلام. خرى على الشيطان.

 

نبيل

 ‏الخميس‏، 16‏ حزيران‏، 2016

  

Today is: Sunday, June 19, 2016

On 17th I did get the flat keys & the flat with me now. After this Iraqi family Mr. Hamorabi, wife & daughter left, his cozen Mr. Ammar came & took the flat with less rent due to his financial problems asking me to reduce the rental charge 30JD. I had to agree due to some maintenance that the flat needed & hard to find someone to rent to.


He stayed & been good to me but unfortunately he has some problems due  to his situation, he also studying medicine, later he told me he wanted to leave the flat & there is some one wants it & ready to pay the same rental charge. I did give him a visit & saw that the flat totally dirty. Later I found one mattress is gone from the flat & he said that he will replace. Some damages were there & I did not get the key due to his friend that will get the flat. His friend came & I saw him cleaning which pleased me.


Later & after 2 to 3 months he wanted to evacuate & told me one month before. I said no problem. When I went to give him the insurance which was 250 JD& I only had 150 JD & in accordance to him saying reduce 20 JD for the cleaning. So 80 JD I will pay him later on.  I wrote him on a paper that I will pay him later.


Yesterday I went to clean & I did spend almost 12 to 13 hors half cleaning. Today I took rest & tomorrow going back for more cleanings. Those Iraqis hardly they were paying the rent due to as stated by them that Iraq situation is not good. All of them were always complaining about their financial problems & all of them are students, married ones & their wives been giving them a visit. They cost me in about 200 JD in those almost 3years more or less. Losses in the flat along with the 3 day's cleanings. The flat needs paint after the cleanings. They did not have time to do daily cleanings or weekly & yearly. So much dirty. Now it will cost me in about JD.100 or maybe more to adjust to rent it back. This time I will not rent it to students. Small family will do & once there is a wife means the flat will stay clean & God knows.


Before those Iraqis were those Moroccans & they cost me almost 1200JD losses in about 6 months And the flat was totally dirty & bugs were there. Just imagine how Arabs are not caring to behave good, dirty & not caring for others properties! The flat was totally furnished & there are furniture consumptions. Waste percentage not been included. Those two nationalities is hard to deal with. I wonder are Arabs are a like!

And before those Moroccans were those Jordanian Egyptian two ladies also left the flat without paying 3 months rent!

Even though I say it's okay what I can do! This is my luck. I'm clean when ever I rent any where! Other than that I hate landlords to think I'm not clean or bad. I'm different. When I fix something I do not ask for reduction as how those were doing to me. I pay full rent & mostly in time. I hate my self to be in trouble with any party.


God knows how much I been doing my best to insure straight going in life. And still yet to be blamed! I hate mistakes & others mistakes are there always with me! I'm not proud! But I say what I can do due to such situation of others enforcing me to! In Jordan it's hard to find honest people mainly those who seek to have an apartment or a good relationship with me. Other than that all are scanning & creating lot of talk as if I'm belonging to them & they are enforcing me to their talk which upsets me much & some times I had to shout at them from the 

windows or whiten my brain & while I'm thinking! This is insane.


Today is: June 20, 2016

Morning I left to the flat & reached . Now it Just arrived. Still the flat needs more work. Did so much good cleaning today. Waiting tomorrow to start again. 13 to 14 hours work. So tired & exhausted. Having dinner & direct to sleep.

Me & The flat is not the problem. The problem is those voices that keeps asking for how much you want to rent?! They still scans on me & giving me hell of a time during the cleanings. What should I say about Jordan people? They created shit out of God! All are acting Gods upon me! That’s why I call them apes & satanic network other than Umbrella of electrons. Other than that this TV still active with sound matching mixing & blaming me still! & a secrete weapon above me still!


Today is: June 22, 2016

Morning I left to the flat & reached . Came back at Worked hard & tomorrow I will go back to finish the cleanings. Kitchen & half of it left.

So tried & just had dinner. Going for a shower & then to sleep for tomorrow. Scrap work in the small room & in the middle room already finished. Kitchen & bath room  ceilings left. Then have to clean all the kitchen wooden cupboards in & out. Today I took some bed sheets from there & kept the coverage. Fully furnished. Just imagine 3 year the flat without cleaning! They were living & kept it so dirty! What a students! Lately they kept all windows open & all furniture was full of dust! The kitchen was full of oil & grease! I did work & clean so much. I found new bed sheets with pillow covers for queen size bed. Bran new red color. I brought it with me. Will give it as a present to my sister. 


Today is: June 23, 2016

decided to stay home due to my fingers in much of pain plus total body.


An email to: yousefattia@yahoo.com,

madlainbolaski@yahoo.com,


Dearest sweetest sister & your husband:

Today: Friday, June 24, 2016 & tomorrow 25th I have to pay the rent of my accommodation in AL Misdar. Have to pay 105 J.D including Water & 20 J.D for electricity.

The Flat in the 7th circle also needs some money for adjusting, fixing & painting. That minimum will cost in a bout 120 J.D Plus the roof water leaking. I worked so hard for the last few days, almost 12 to 14 hours a day in just cleaning. Now it is okay, clean but not the ceilings & walls. I did scrap but did not finish to fullest. Takes 2 to 4 days to finish.

 

Hoping some one to call to rent as soon as possible due to financial problems. If I can rent it 3 month payment 400 JD a month will do just fine. Abu Dawood also having money problems! Plus there is bad news from his side, sorry for him. They will start Chemical injections or to cut & remove down below. Cancer make him to feel so angry & un concentrate person. Don’t know what to do! I might get some insult tomorrow. God knows. Bye for now.

Nabil.


Dearest sweetest sister & husband, Today 25th June. Abue Dawood came & gave me JD10 only! I have to buy some food! He don’t have money & he said that due to his family going to the states, the money he had he paid for them plus I'm on dept with him. You too. His budget is almost empty. He told me that at the end of this month he will get from my aunt salary to pay for her rent & mine as well. Plus he's paying for doctors & his medical situation not good.


I did call my land lord & told him sorry I do not have now & at the end of this month I will pay you. I told him about the flat & from aunt I will pay him. He said keep it morning at the end of this month because I'm leaving for a period of time. I said okay.


This is just to inform you & tomorrow for sure I will go to finish the cleaning till I get some money to do some maintenance. Today I could not go due to less money I had for the transport.


Please call Abu Dawood. This month financial support was totally not good enough to all! I Hope things will be better.

Bye for now, take care & God Bless.


Nabil

Today is: Monday, June 27, 2016

Yesterday I came at 12 hours work in the flat. Finished the scrapping & the cleaning work. I did also clean & washed the sofa's of the setting room. Kitchen almost done but the cupboards still & I also had to fill the drinking water container with air. Plus it's not working! Needs repairing.

The oven is clean & the exhaust fan not working. Some maintenance has to take a place. I did scrap the kitchen ceiling. Bath room ceiling still needs some scrapping. Abu Dawood called & said that Yousef called him & both sister & her husband Yousef coming to Jordan on 6th July, 2016. He did not accept any money from their side till they come to Jordan! I said why? WE needs some money! & he said I will give you don’t worry.

Little by little money I hardly can work! Plus something in my mind The rent I did not pay yet! Any how he said I will give you 20 JD tomorrow. I said okay. What else should I say? Tomorrow I will go back & finish what ever I can.

 

Yes you shit umbrella users. Plus electro-magnetic radiation field connecters of brains from all over plus secrete weapon from above plus TV harassment in door! Plus NASA Package!

What do you want shit administration? Go to hell mother fuckers. Satanic Network in you assholes. I have rights on you all. I have rights over Kuwait, Over UAE, over P.L.O, over Jordan & over U.S.A.

Fuck you shit Sesame of shit Jordan. What King is to allow this to go on still! For what? Yes Shit Arabs! What is wrong with your shit brains! Apes. King of Jordan is a king of apes. He's King Kong. Should I bring Godzilla! Yes shit nations! What all United Nations are also apes? All of you are guilty. Egypt & Iraq also played other than shit Morocco.

USA & total Arab countries still fucking around! Yes shit King & Queen of shit Jordan! What any is gaining? A human nerve system is under attack means what you shit pimps, procurers, panders & whores, sluts, prostitutes? Umbrella of SATAN work. Who is doing this? Yes United Nations! Peace Keepers! Who is upgrading peoples brains to a sixth sense! Clairvoyants & Observers! Yes shit sesame of Jordan (Observers & members) nuclear station to kill all! Yes total shit ministries of Jordan! Around the globe! Where is my rights shit apes & satanic shit of what ever? What did I gain in all of these years? Yes total Arabs countries leaders & populations! Still having fun you shit apes! Look at Jordan people still accusing! All God's! All of you God's total Arab countries!

All experiments with the secrete weapon of shit sesame been over me! Fuck you shit country, nation & administration. Stop this harassments you shit mother fuckers. Shit Jordan, Shit Kuwait, Shit UAE, shit Egypt, shit Morocco, shit Lebanon, shit UK & shit USA. Total of you with your umbrella (Capitalisms) sneaking into a human brain & torture a human soul! God to curse you all shit administration. I am a victim.

 

Involving me with your shit you shit nation's administration! Cowards, timid, fearsome, sissy's, spiritless, unmanly, fainthearted. I have past with those shit countries above! I have rights on them all before your shit influence of shit umbrella to take over you shit sons of shit. Let go you shit members & observers. Shove your nuclear station in your assholes. What are you representing? What are any of you? Anything better than shit? Creating slavery & to whom? Fuck you & fuck to whom as well. Yes United Nations! All of it is a terror activities. Yes local authorities of Arab countries! Also acting God's! What did I experiment in the Arab World? All seeking money, traps & trappers they are. Terrorists by origins. I grow & learned what Arabs are & it is in their blood. Where is the law concerning this happening? What type of law going to stop it? God's law & United Nations law. This is my hope. God bless those who understand. If they want to open my past they will be blamed. Stop enforcing me to open their pasts. We are living in history. I'm sounded by God's acting apes & satanic networks over me! Are you waiting for the 3rd world wide war to take over? Is there a universal justice? God is the Judge! But I'm living in this planet! Who is the judge? Judge on what I just wrote about my situation. Those who are trapping me & wanting me to fall & fail God yet to curse them all. I can still update my real story to the world wide. When ever I remember something I will write about it. I do not want interference from any type. It's my life, my soul & my brain! Any of you can write own story! Let go. How many nationalities & origins in Jordan! All the time me to face them all! Fuck you shit administration & them all. What I got to do with all of you? What all of you got to do with me? Stop wasting shit apes & satanic networks. God hate wastage. Should I keep on writing about this situation while all are hacking on my mind (Bugs, viruses, hackers, intruders, clairvoyants & learners)? All hum hum hum! All eating my soul! And I to work for them all & advising God, Peace & good well! And what I'm gaining? Always intension virus to my soul! Fuck you Jordan. God is angry.

World wide trade center in 11th Sept, 2001 means United Nations are totally concerned.

 

The man of peace in the area Mr. Bill Clinton the USA president, didn't he solve it to you all before! Yes United Nations what do you think about the above mentioned? Welcome to Jordan of: Dissimulation, hypocrisy, insincerity, guile & duplicity. And betrayers, faithless, disloyal, untrue, unfaithful, traitors, treacherous, treasonable, traitorous. What is the meaning of this type of life? Anything better than shit?

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